the cacophony of life

Timidity and cowardice exert the last drenched tear in my eyes,strength and enthusiasm exhuast adrift the moment ultra-criticism incurred for my inept and inefficient efforts trying to regain confidence.


With solitary figures lingering and loitering in the empty,saddeningly soulless house,with owl hovering and hollering boisterously and tumultuously up the chimney,with unscrupulous cracks fizzling and creepy voices annoying around the corner, the flickering light in the murky house extinguish gradually.


steping out the door, freezing coldness penetrates every single corner of my body, i uncontrollably shiver ,and nervously suss out the surroundings : grass melancholy and trees taciturn, scree road slathered and sprinkled with fallen withered leaves,glass crystal stone inlaid sporadically flash with inviting gleam reflected by the murky moonlight permeating from the crossing trees branches,and occasional twitter and warble of the birds unscrupulously break the surreal silence,inviting some inspirational echoes reverberating consistently.


With reminiscent of past,a fleeting guilt and repentance bellow in the minds, i intuitionally halt and turn around ,the road i have covered seem unchangeable , only the stamped fallen leaves shattered relentlessly and the crystal become tarnishing and not touchingly spectacular , neveretheless,the air adrift smell less amorous and increasingly sour,the seemingly straight scree road evolve to be crooky ,the taciturn trees insanely twist arms with no gale blowing.


I unconsciously squat on the rock aside,lean half down,with eyes aimlessly staring at the obscure sky, unexpectedly, vague stars shine distantly with struggling efforts,endeavoring light all the massive and astronomical universe,the darker the velarium,the brightier it be;so painstaking and arduously strinking. the fizzy and creepy unnamed and annoying rats studiously and enormously busy harvesting for the winter pantingly cross the trees and grass probing the palpable foods,with owl ogling rapaciously up, waiting for an effortless feast and revel. it 's an extremely vicious hide-and-seek.


Sighing,whining,grudging and freting,with no budge advancing in my life,i entirely get enveloped in the irreversible redeem while losing the faith obtain another divine grants from continuous efforts. all of a suuden, murky moonlight tear up the coalesced knots of clouds.